today is a day filled with hope as sunlight pours through my office window. my fingers are soaked in warmth as the race across the keys to compose my thoughts. john and fatty are headed to the west coast permanently. it just gives me an excuse to head out there more often, wherever they rest their bones i will always have a home. they are my brothers through bonds forged from hours spent and secrets kept. i hate to see them so distant, however, in the end, it is for the best. with a looming semester on the eastern seaboard, and my truest brothers headed to the west, my plans will have to become more concrete. my shoulders must be more resolute. come fall this state will be empty. all the lost travelers will have evaded it's grasp, and all the lost boys will have grown up. this winter is our last night in the nursery. with the spring comes the hard choices, hard whiskey, hard women. at least i would like to think so. oh, and last night, something happened that i didn't think would ever happen again. i kissed a girl. i kissed that girl. well, in all reality, she kissed me. i was caught off guard. i felt alive for a few seconds. then i slipped into confusion. spring is on the cusp of breaking. get ready.
listening to -
"belief" - john mayer (continuum)
"we're at the top of the world" - juliana theory (emotion is dead)
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