29.1.09

inelegant.

you should really just forget it.

you really don't have any idea.

to be quite honest, i always had you on string.

i got bored.

you didn't bring anything out inside of me.

maybe apathy.

it was never that good. you have over dramatized everything in your head.

quit wanting to be in love. i will honestly never care. at all.

stop thinking about me. i really am indifferent.

quit wasting both words and time on the subject of your broken heart.

people are tired of hearing your whining.

there is no need to try and catch my attention. i already told you goodbye.

you are behind me, and will always be invisible to me.

if you honestly think any of this makes you more dear to me, you couldn't be more wrong.

every time i am bothered by you in your small ways, i just can't wait until you aren't around anymore.

quit spreading rumors, especially when you are the most biased person to the situation.

you are fox news, just talking bullshit that people turn on to get a few laughs during times of extreme boredom.

i would hate you, if i cared at all. i just can't.

i never cared about you. that's why things ended.

i am not selfish enough to stay with someone that i have no real feelings for.

we were only friends out of circumstance, in my normal circles, we never would have crossed paths.

when i was here before i only talked to you out of desperation for conversation.

i never once called you then. i didn't even bother to get your number.

i know you will read this, because you can't keep your nose out of my life.

you will tell everyone how terrible i am.

it's really not true. you just can't seem to get the point.

we aren't in the same league. where i am from, you wouldn't have ever had the courage to talk to me.

i forgot that this fall.

i was bored.

i was out of ambition.

i was ready to settle for something that would be okay.

it was worse than that.

you have no idea. i let you go because i didn't want to hold on to just break your heart in worse ways.

for some reason you couldn't understand that.

i never wanted to see you hurt, i just couldn't be with you.

if you keep causing me headaches, you will see how terrible i can really be.

i don't want you to ever be a part of my life, and i never really cared that were.

so, please kindly fuck off.

p.s. your writing is forced and inelegant.

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